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suggested pox, fever dreams

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lets try writing

after yetanother olympian monologue about all sorts of things -- tragedymystery sorry anger life losslongings andetc, yet again watching the funamdpleasure in my company erode intoboredom and abrupt dismissaal; after yetanother insecure thought can rollinground andround behind the top thoughts, the wondering "does hethinkim nuts? because i cantshut up? is hesick of hearing allthis whenwhat he wanted was pure entertainment to distract him from his exhausting ongoing inner war: unhappy, starving neptune moon vs cap sun, aries rising, and first house mars (complicating already complex things hugely by being in pisces)...

hes lonely yet antisocial. hes the only person i've evermet to admit he has the batshit insane jealousy issue so hejust doesnt do the girlfriend thing. he regrets drinking and promptly drinks again, insigtfully noting theres some desire connect with a girl and the booze helps ...

thatgave me the almost splendid somehow vision of a dark and shining neptune moon, …